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BIG HOUSE

by YAAWN

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1.
Big House (free) 02:07
Wake up in the big house Walking through the big house Happy in the big house Fucking in the big house I'll fight you in that big house Stomping through the big house I'm eating in the big house I'm shitting in the big house Fire in the hallway Breath on my neck Shadow in the bathroom I can feel you, can't see you in the big house Coming for me but I'm coming for you I'm fucking swinging Tearing through that big house Is it me?? Sweating through the sheets Is it me?? Shaking door is going to shatter my dreams It doesn't affect you it affects ME. We come home to our jobs in the big house I can hear you breathing but I can't see you.
2.
Callate 02:28
SHUT THE FUCK UP I'M TALKING TO YOU YOU WANT ME TO WRAP IT UP? I'M AWARE OF THE SPACE I TAKE UP PLEASE, JUST GIVE ME TIME TO FINISH MASCULINE WORLD 1 SECOND TO SPEAK 5 SECONDS TO MAKE A POINT I GET WRITTEN OFF LISTEN TO ME YOU WRITE ME OFF LISTEN TO ME IF YOU'D LET ME FINISH I KNOW YOU'VE CHECKED OUT BUT PLEASE, IF I COULD JUST FINISH OH, YOU CHECKED ANYWAY YOU WRITE ME OFF LISTEN TO ME
3.
Car Fire 02:05
I'm just sitting here. I'm not going anywhere This traffic's got me stuck Between a mac track and a woman in a PT Cruiser Will this off ramp ever end? Dead animals on the shoulder of capitalism Sacrificed for your morning commute Take this blood take this body Rip off my skin it's 5 PM My spine is compressed Another car's on fire to my left Is this the end? I think I see the light This off ramp's going to end! Dead animals on the shoulder of capitalism Sacrificed for your morning commute Take this blood take this body Take my time (it's never enough!)
4.
Silence 02:28
Stop Start Repeating endlessly I move You move I GET NOTHING WHEN YOU LOSE It hurts! Is too much patience a fault? It is with you here today. Our silence our death. Each day I become more vulnerable. Wading between gaps, breaths, bodies. Silent aggression moving closer to something To THIS! It hurts! Is too much patience a fault? It is with you here today. My silence MY death.
5.
Freeq 01:34
You say I'm a freek. It's like you don't already know the shit we think It's not that different to me But you refuse me you exclude me Cos I"m too freeky Its like you don't want me. Because I'm the freek. You're not the freek You're friends are freeks But I guess they're not "freeky" Oh, it's so tricky Oh, to like me Yet, you're so mean to me It makes no sense.
6.
Psychic 01:24
I know what you did last summer I'll never be cornered by your guilt And retribution will find you Retribution will have your head Psychic abuser You didn't cut me Psychic abuser It's the same story I didn't want to I never wanted to I trusted you SHE didn't want to She never wanted to She trusted you And I hear you and I see you And I wish I never had to And I wish that I'd never met you. It's like you put yourself where I go I wish you would just Leave me alone. Psychic abuser You won't cut me Psychic abuser It's the same story I didn't want to I never wanted to I trusted you SHE didn't want to She never wanted to She trusted you
7.
Everyday I wake up Everyday another division I'm not free The cup has got me I'm not free Your clutches taunt me Under the wire Slave to the strap Cup shapes They're all fake Gravity will have its way They will take their shape They will run away Everyday I wake up Everyday another collision Under the wire Slave to the strap
8.
Rightside 02:00
I pulled out my cell phone And started recording Now you stalk me but You'll never know What went live Is your obediency Just following orders Doing what's 'right' The lowest low, Human scum I killed a man With my bare hands But that's OK Because I was doing my job And I have a job Do you? It gives me the right To kill you. The lowest low, Human scum You think you're an upstanding citizen? For doing what's 'right' by Not thinking twice And shopping at Whole Foods Buying unbruised fruit I can't believe you think you're clean You're soul is filthy
9.
White Out 01:35
You can decorate your house in all white, But you can't see the color of skin White carpet, clean lines, modern design Everything I see tells me That white equals purity Muted colors Like the way you want me Docile, quiet, white-washed When white equals purity It reigns supreme When white equals purity It's better than me. Don't white me out When white Don't white me out Equals purity When I'm brown or I'm black I stand out to people conditioned not to see I'm a smudge I'm a stain When white equals purity When white equals purity It's better than me. People feel empowered So emboldened we've become But people still refuse to see They think white equals purity Subtly you rip me apart Treat me different when you look at my different Is this a race thing? Or is it just me?? I guess I'll never know Maybe I should change my hair You tell me.
10.
Goal Weight 01:54
My doctors says I need a goal weight. I've got a prescription A miracle I'm gonna lose the pounds Within me Goodbye plus size, Hello world! You're gonna see the real me. Goal weight! My doctor says I need a goal weight. Oh, if I could just lose these THREE pounds. A bag of chips - off limits Cookies! I need you in me. Chicken - only breast! I'm on a diet, you see, I'm gonna lose these 3 pounds Just watch and see me disappear into thin air! Goal weight My doctor's a piece of shit If I could just lose these 3 pounds! It consumes me Thinking of pants at 3 AM A fantasy me where I'm PERFECT Like the magazines And everything we fucking read On T.V., IG and everything our parents tell us Goal weight Hey, Candace, I've got a plan We're going to lose these 3 pounds! Let's just - CUT OFF OUR HEADS.
11.
ORANGE COUNTY It's really burgeoning down there You know, they went blue last election. I was reading somewhere online About the youth - Lots of twenty-somethings Looking for a curated lifestyle. They've got colleges and artists... I think they just opened up a wine bar downtown. Look at all my properties Look at all my land. All these stupid people losing their homes Sure makes it easy to flip this neighborhood. You know I went to a seminar at the Marriott Down on Harbor? They told me I had A+ credit - That's better than gold! Yeah, they let me in the club real fast. I set up an artesian coffee shop in less than a MONTH! Look at all my properties, Look, look! At my land. Do you think I can get the renter to Pay for that wall I want put up? Yeah and this cute little number, A great starter home over on Trask Is going to make a pretty penny with that Open-concept layout. I'll throw in an antique stove-top in there and I'll tell 'em it's from 1945 - POST WAR BABY! Let's take a tour Of all my properties Let's look at all my land. Let's look at all my properties. Do you want to rent? Do you want to buy?? Look at all my assets Look at what I"m worth! Lookit! Lookit! Look at all my LAND.
12.
Josh Song 02:34

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released August 1, 2017

Recorded & Mixed by Dave Jones, Marin, and Mayra Aguilar
Produced by Marin and Mayra

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